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Family moved a lot. Lost many friends, ditched only those who hurt me. Forgiven, but no longer in contact. Half of my friends already get married. Another half of them are busy with their life. My 7 years best friend getting married on December 2018. Respect to her, it won't be the same but she remain one of the best I have known. She is part of my memory she is part of me. Single I am. 23 years old by September 2017. Living with parents and my only grandmother most of the time. Other siblings are far away, two of them has started new families. I'm alone Or am I? I'm growing. I'm observing life. Based on experience, I see life. I predict my own future for each path display in front of me. At last I found the only path. The path to the truth. Yet I'm not ready. At least I need to talk. But I have no one. I talked to my parents but after times I see that I have to figure out myself, they won't be there forever to help me. It's not that I can't live alone. It just the cause of it, and the path I plan to take. It's too heavy for me. Even for many. Who's gonna be my partner then? Are you there?