I never know what to say here. Just a guy looking for some connection with a person of the opposite sex I look back sometimes and think about something in the past that was half a century ago but I would rather focus on what I am going to do in my next fifty years. To quote Uncle Miltie, "I live to laugh, and I laugh to live". If you have gotten this far you are asking yourself who in their right mind would quote Milton Berle. We live in such chaotic times, which I guess everyone in every age thinks that of the age that they are living in. You must learn to not take yourself seriously and to ask God to grant you the serenity to accept the things that you cannot change, courage to change the things that you can, and wisdom to know the difference.