mam401

I'm easy going, and easy to get to know. I live alone and don't want to. I'm a hard worker, devoted father and can be a devoted husband I was shy, single and lonely before I was married. Since i have lost my wife i have been widowed, I often feel like a man that's been hit by a truck, and taken advantage of. I'm even more so that way again and don't like it. My hopes and dreams that I did have have been destroyed, and my family taken away. I love my kids very much and it kills me that I don't get to see him all the time like I used to. Since i have lost my wife my life feels empty, especially when I come home to a empty house. I feel as though sometimes that my life has no purpose and I don't know which way to turn. Being shy and inhibited and a little backward when it comes to women, I'm really lost on what to say or do to meet a girl..That's why I'm here..