izza-ceres

Deeply intuitive and sentimental, Im 0ne 0f the m0st challenging pers0n t0 get t0 kn0w. Em0ti0n runs str0ng f0r me, and when it c0mes t0 family and h0me, n0thing is m0re imp0rtant. Sympathetic and empathetic, I am greatly attuned t0 th0se ar0und me. Dev0ti0n is the keyw0rd f0r me, making me w0nderful sensitive t0 be ar0und.

I'm serious about a lot of things. Some say that I'm boring to be with, because I tend to be quite whenever I'm with somebody. I like to be with my friends but most of the time I want to be alone I love traveling with long distances whenever I have problems. I want to be a Broadway artist (that's actually my childhood dream, hihihi). And most importantly, I love shopping for shoes. It's my long time dream to be in a Celine Dion and Josh Groban concert.

Ever since I can remember,

I've been a codependent person I always tried my hardest

to please other people.

When it came to others' feelings,

I would put them before my own -

even if it meant

sacrificing my own needs.

I cared too much about what others thought of me.

I tried to be everyone's friend.

I was a "people pleaser":

doing, saying, and being whatever everyone else wanted me to be.

I lost out on knowing who I really was.

It reached the point where

I didn't even know what I wanted in life.

I was unable

to make even simple decisions, because in a way,

I had lost my true identity.

I'm still a codependent person -

but now I'm a recovering one.

I recognize my weaknesses,

and because I can now put myself first -

before everyone else -

I can finally be "me."