ishelicious

When I was young,...I used to think that life was a fairytale...but I realized, there is no such fairytale in this reality of life...The thought of idealism in ma heart has totally scattered into pieces and no longer dream for supernatural things... I live ma life the way I want it to be and admitted am not perfect,,,,well, nobody is... I am just being myself...I do have faults, weaknesses and tantrums...but this is me...if you are willing to love me, then accept me for what i am, not for who i am... I used to write my inner emotions and heartaches , never let anyone knows it except for myself...Anybody would think am such an open person but they knew me only 5%, because am still a secretive type... I love having fun and going out with my friends, love the outdoor and all kinds of outdoor games...MOst women might love shopping but i hate malls, i don't know why... I prefer to be in a silent place, a date in a park or watch the sunset alone I love dancing and loved to watch people dancing infront of me, I love to make people happy in my own way, don't know if i did, others may not appreciate it, well, fine...that's life... One thing I know: my heart melts when it comes to my family and friends....I LOVE THEM ALL.... ....just love me, and i'll love you.... ...hate me and i am still willing to love you... ...stay with me and i'll be loving you...