firepower

I believe that the worst enemy you can have in any field is none other than your SELF.That's the whole idea of my description. i can go from this point, to that end. I am an extreme person who love changes everyday ,but if drawn to a certain aspect (in ever w/c way)i can be stuck there forever!I respect and love nature,i go for earth or pastel colors. I prefer silver rather than gold,coz i think gold tricks men's mind, I love woods. I believe that everything in this world breathing or not, animated or imobile has a life & energy that is relatively affects all of us and has great impact depending on one's astronomical position (star) and state of mind. i am not good in any kind of relationship, wether it's for friends (most of the times being mis-understood), families lover or just anything to do with the word "relationship".Im a self centered person,meaning talagang me pag ka swapang ako (lalo na pag mahal ko) & at the same time not (if you know what i mean). Im a nice guy but at the same time i'm not {gulo ko}(the equality within, u know..). when i go intimate on a certain woman it only meant 1 damn truth! I'm hooked. I love music and im a player myself, but believe me when it comes to music trivia,I am not good, i'm more of a face guy than remembering names of sort. I'm more comfortable having myself as a company bec once you're with someone else, the person becomes your responsebility in some way,that you have to adjust for harmony (but anyhow, no big deal). I'm in a call ctr buss right now. I tend to change ideas, beliefs, hobbies, & principle every now and then(any way , the only constant in this world is change) and I believe it's the true core of my persona (but I have a DISPOSITION ok??), as a builder, I tend to collapse things just to have things built again. I am a beast inside this body vehicle, and I'm not ashame of it because I'm educated about my animality & I know when,where & how to use it.And anyway you can't control it when it's there. Im still in search on what on earth am I here for..still looking..will keep on looking