desperatestud

28 year old,was a heart patient for last 6 -10years,was terminally ill,now surgery is done, n i have a healthy life ahead,but during this best time of my teenage years,i could not complete graduation,was a above average student in school,staring down the barrel with no love no smile no companion to talk to,so much void inside,i can bear my tears sometimes,i have 10 thousand dollars left with me,i can study,i can work hard,but so far my journey has been very lonely my mother died when i was 9,dad remarried,she tricked this family,,i want to be loved,i have flaws like short temper ,lack of sleep,socialization etc,all this can go away if am loved by someone who knows the pain like i have gone thru,i will give my life to anyone who loves me truly(preferably a female)lol,am trying to find a partner outside india,so i can go somewhere far from this negativity and settle with someone who will love me,i have some 5-6plans as love alone cant run life,i need to earn money too for the family i will have,so trying for someone to fall in love with me,n i can study in that place n be a good family man.more in chat