alittlelost77

Wow I don't know where to really begin. well lets just jump in. my late husband killed himself in 2011, since this has happen i'm working on readjusting to life. I am a recent cancer survivor. in 2004 I was in a house fire that nearly killed me, I was in the burn unit for two months. you could say I have plenty of physical and emotional scars. i see a therapist every two weeks and a psychiatrist once a month. yes world i'm medicated lol. I've had more than my fair share of hardships, (yes there are more), but i'm trying to move past these things. should i end up talking to someone from here they need to realize that i already have the most important man in my life, he's my "son". i'll explain the quotes. i have not given birth to this child nor have i adopted him. but i have had him since he was 2 months old (now almost 5) and i am his legal guardian. so if you are anti children don't even bother.

i'm looking for someone that is understanding, patient and loving. someone that doesn't sweat the small things. someone that is a good listener, and is open minded. definitely not controlling. i'm looking for someone to chat with, maybe Skype. a friend companion that may lead to more. i don't want to be rushed into anything. a sense of humor is very important. someone who will care about my thoughts and ideas. and comforting is also extremely important. i'm looking for a nice guy. someone that likes to relax but isn't lazy. likes to cuddle and watch movies, go for drives. basically someone that has similar likes as i do i guess. as far as physical looks goes, well i would like someone taller that me, average-a little extra body type. race does not matter. and as far as religion goes, i'm wiccan. i don't care what you are as long as you don't try and push it on me. i'm a very spiritual person and would like someone like minded.