ZanaMashallah

Salam, I'm tired of being hurt and tired of meeting people who just want too be in my life for the short term my feelings are way too important for them too just be dragged around.. ive had my number of heartbreaks and its not easy at all.. was it love at all too begin with or was I there just for you too pass your time by until you got tired.?. Well im done crying and im done putting my self through hurt..I was in a abusive relationship, and he was a drunk who couldn't lower his gaze, and couldn't control his urges. I didnt grow up in a religious family but Alhamdulilah that i found allah SWT, and have been asking him too guide me too the straight path.. I am young and intelligent, im studying flight attendant school. I really look forward too being a flight attendant/hostess. I would like too travel the world for a few years. I in no way, accept drugs or drinking, I'd always find a way too convince someone too stop and ask for forgiveness.. Im trying too take life day by day.. Inshallah my future husband can accept my past and love me unconditionally. Inshallah everyone can find a righteous spouse online or offline . May allah bless all of you & your families.