I am an American living in japan I am sincere, honest and at the moment emotionally broken. I have a very level head and try very hard to talk out problems, I am trying to finish my degree in Human Services Admin. with understudies in Childhood Development. I want to have friends that are not superficial, I want a love in my life that is not unilateral. (where I am the only giving party) I have never understood the phrase completely enough until now that you can be with someone but still be very much alone I need to start with friends first then move on to relationships.