Mhelonkiss1992

Im decent, sincere, loving, caring, responsible, sweet, cheerful, loyal, trust worthy, kind and conservative. Im a shy type of person and well mannered. I am not materialistic, i am not rich, i am not sexy and i am not a b*tch. Maybe im pretty but not beautiful:) this is my 2nd account bcos i accdntally delete my first one. Western people might think that im too good to be true but if its hard for you to believe it then okay, i know i cant please people. I live with my cousin right now cause Im looking for a full time job. I graduated last year and tried to be an independent and live alone last year after collage. Im planning to work abroad after i gain experience here in the Philippines. Im a risk taker and i love to travel, i also love adventure. Living alone at first is a damn hard thing, i dont have any idea how to cook, wash my clothes and even cleaning the house but as time flies i learned it all finally. I love to cook and i cant leave the house messy. Im a simple woman dont drink,dont smoke, nver tried to take drugs, and hate to disappoint people around me. Im currently in a situation where I feel so damn miserable. I'm an adapted child and my parents now don't want me to know who is my real parents. After living alone for work i went home and discover that my mom have a new man. Im so depressed after i discovered it cause i was terribly hurt and how much more my Dad.I already gave up my life. Anytime of the day Im ready to Die. I know my friends and family are there for me but i dont know why i feel alone and empty. IM SO TERRIBLY MISERABLE. I hope i can meet here a friend who i can talk to. thank you :) Anyone here who knows job outside of the Phil. please e.mail me. thank you..