Trying to find myself and stabilize my life Introvert, I don't initiate well and probably need a push of encouragement to try new things. It's hard for me to meet new people, especially after the life I've lived. People say they care but when push comes, spite good intentions, most are out for themselves and their desires. looking for real friends that have my best interest at heart and not my V. We all wish that one person would fall into our laps that will love us forever. Unfortunately Wishes are like promises, nothing binds them to authenticity or truth.