Ckado

Not really sure what to say about myself here

Im in my 40s,been in San Diego for over 20 years,until a few months ago worked full time nights for 15 years,and became somewhat isolated as a result

It hasnt always been the easiest for me to meet new people and make friends,and as much as Im afraid to admit it Ive let my social skills deteriorate.

Its like if you dont drink or arent excessively athletic its difficult to meet new people

I smoke cannabis and cigarettes but not into anything else.

If Im being honest I dont really know what I like to do,feels like all Ive done most of my adult life is work and the endless amount of chores that comes with growing up

Im afraid that by admitting this much about myself that no one is going to want to contact me,but I have to face my fears and at least try before I get any older I honestly have no clue what I want out of life,right now Im just trying to rebuild my self confidence

I miss how I used to feel when I was young,I dont even know if its possible to recapture that feeling but I figure its worth a shot.