Carlosreyna

Hello all...I'm eve...Ive been hearing voices for 15 years now. I started out at 25 hearing them because I got sick and scared of people...these voices put me through hell and had put me through physical pain and torment. I went from thinking they were the FBI to thinking they were demons and to finally thinking they were god. They beat me over and over again to speak the truth and to be honest with people. You see...I was in fear of myself and other people at the time and I felt trapped in my life somehow. I wanted to use my heart and to speak from the heart to people but I didn't know how to be honest with people at the time...I grew up alone for so long...I learned to only depend on myself. Eventually these voices had me challenge myself to figure out who I am...where I came from...what my birth parents were like...I was adopted and these questions came up all the time...why doesn't anyone understand me...why am I so different...why am I so big hearted...why am I so happy all the time...these voices revealed many things about me in a short period of time and in anger...so I'm not sure if I'm really from finland originally...but this is the last clue my voices gave me to figuring out who I really am...so I need a place to stay...but I have no money...is what my voices told me to tell you guys...maybe someone has the heart for me.