People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality. Their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they are afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide pain but they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it.
I am very much a spontaneous person when it comes to going out or doing things for the evening and even dating someone. However, when it comes to paving the path for my onward journey in life, I am very focused and determined in my destination. I am generally a friendly person and tend to get on with most people I come across. I don't do so well in groups. You'll find me quiet sometimes, but laughing on the next...
And NOW, I am out looking for someone who is READY for a lifetime commitment. Don't tell me one thing and have me eventually find out you're not. I once dated a guy sometime in 2009 and that was the last time I dated who said he was frugal and all. When he was in a broke phase though, he could still "afford" to grab things he "likes," not "needs." well, he also promised he would also take care of me. Don't tell me you love me, and then take it back two days later. Always mean what you say. Because once "love" is mentioned, my ears start flapping especially when I like you. I never believed in the word "confused." we're all grown-ups. Let's be responsible for what we say.
Lastly, the reason why I am sweet is that I am very appreciative; I appreciate even the simplest little thing in this planet. I love life...