dreamfor2012

I am meghan and i am 26.I am an auntie of 3 girls two of which are twins and are 5 and the other is 3. I am a people pleaser which to me means give in to whatever everyone else needs verses what i need. I love computers and working on them and making webpages. I also like writting poetry, my own webpages, playing games on the computer llike cribbage, word searches, yahtzee, monopoly,etc..I have a heart of GOLD. I am outgoing, down to earth, kind, loving, honest, and caring.Right now at this moment in my life i am looking for a long term relationship or basic dating. which means go on dates or hangout during the day seeing 90% of my time i am working at night. I really want someone who is going to be there and not ditch me 90% of the time for his friends. I hate CHEATERS and LIARS. if you cheated on someone for some stupid reason then don't waste time with me . i have never lied or cheated on a man. i have been abused and threatened in my life for certain things. that's my past but my present is now and this year is a new year. i want more for myself this year then anyone else that i always hand my time to. I want to be happy again. i haven't been happy since i was 17 years old and now i am 26 that's a long time not being happy.

P.S. I dont drive. so if that stops you from talking to me then so be it.

Other than that i am a great person who is always there through thick and thin for everyone who is in need. my cell is always on just incase someone needs me to talk to them.

MY POEMS:

the poem is called

True Love

I began my journey in search of true love

And looked to the sky, for strength from above

If love is so great, why is it hard to find

I cannot see it, am I just blind.

What is true love, does it really exist

Is it a feeling, a thought or an abyss

Where is true love, is it lost in the mist

Is it in my mind, my heart or behind my first kiss.

Why do hearts hurt if love is so pure

Many are broken and seeking a cure

What is true love, is it big or small

They say 'It's better to have loved, than not at all'

Where can I find it, where does one look

In nature, in others, or a romantic book

'It comes from within', that is what they say

Do I search in my soul or continue to pray.

My journey now over, I will share what I found

True love is within us and holds no bounds

It is a beautiful feeling, within one's soul

It can be shared with others and make you whole.

From this feeling of love there is so much to gain

If it is true love you will never feel pain

It will not deceive you, or devalue your worth

An abundance of this love can bring peace on earth.

This feeling of love can be found nowhere else

No glamour, no glitter or extreme wealth

This materialistic world to which we aspire

Cannot give us the true love our hearts desire.

As I close my eyes and relax my mind

I discover inner feelings deep down inside

Peace, happiness and harmony too

True love exists there within all of you.

Now that I have found it, I will never let it go

I shall cherish these feelings deep in my soul

No one can destroy it, it is here forever

This true love of mine will leave me never.

If that's you message me and don't be afraid to talk to me. thanks meghan